Nulis lagi ach...
Akhirnya gw mulai nulis lagi, setelah beberapa bulan absen. Abisnya gw males banget nulis blog, udah gitu nggak tau juga apaan yg mo gw tulis. Padahal banyak bgt kejadian' dalam beberapa bulan ini.Pagi ini gw cuman pengen ngebagi dikit cerita gw, tentang gimana Tuhan udah bekerja dalam hidup gw hari demi hari and yg pasti kasih Dia nggak berkesudahan dech. Kalo gw nggak ada Dia gw bakalan udah putus asa bgt, cuman Tuhan selalu nguatin gw di setiap langkah gw.
Dari Keila sakit sampe masuk rumah sakit Tuhan ada sama gw 'n keluarga gw. Dia nguatin gw sama Randy ngelewatin hari" selama di rumah sakit. Terus Tuhan tetep narik gw sama Randy walaupun kita ngejauh. Udah beberapa bulan gw nggak ke gereja nggak berdoa nggak peduli sama Tuhan. Cuman bukan itu yg Dia mau dari gw, Dia tetep narik gw balik. And yg paling buat gw amazed bgt Dia narik gw pelan', Dia tunjukin gw satu demi satu gimana kerja Dia dalam hidup anak'Nya sampe akhirnya Dia manggil Randy sama gw buat kerja fulltime di ladang Nya. Itu sesuatu honor buat kita, cuman kita tetep doain terus sampe nanti pada akhirnya Tuhan akan tunjukin sama tempatin kita di mana tempat yg Tuhan mau.
Proses itu nggak bakalan gampang and mulus, cuman gw tetep berserah and nrimo (kata org jawa) sama Tuhan 100%. Supaya biarin kekuatan Tuhan aja yg bekerja bukan kekuatan kedagingan gw sbg manusia. Gw sama Randy lagi di proses, dibentuk, and diajar sama Dia untuk bener' siap nantinya jadi fulltime.
Pengalaman yg gw lewatin sebulan ini semuanya nakutin sebenernya tapi juga exciting banget di lain pihak.
Kadang gw tanya juga sama Dia, kenapa gw Tuhan?? Kenapa Randy??? Gw itu nggak ada bagus'nya cuman Dia ngeliatnya beda kali. Makanya emang bener kerja Tuhan itu misteri dan pasti bakalan indah pada akhirnya. Rencana Dia bukan rancangan kecelakaan kok, nggak ada yg kebetulan dalam Tuhan di setiap langkah hidup yg kita jalanin. Gw percaya itu...God has purpose for every single step in our life.
Ini verses yg gw ambil dari bacan renungan pagi ini dari luke 12:13-34.
Do Not Worry (Luke 12:22-34)
22Then Jesus said to his disciples: "Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat; or about your body, what you will wear. 23Life is more than food, and the body more than clothes. 24Consider the ravens: They do not sow or reap, they have no storeroom or barn; yet God feeds them. And how much more valuable you are than birds! 25Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life[a]? 26Since you cannot do this very little thing, why do you worry about the rest?
27"Consider how the lilies grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you, not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 28If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today, and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, how much more will he clothe you, O you of little faith! 29And do not set your heart on what you will eat or drink; do not worry about it. 30For the pagan world runs after all such things, and your Father knows that you need them. 31But seek his kingdom, and these things will be given to you as well.
32"Do not be afraid, little flock, for your Father has been pleased to give you the kingdom. 33Sell your possessions and give to the poor. Provide purses for yourselves that will not wear out, a treasure in heaven that will not be exhausted, where no thief comes near and no moth destroys. 34For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.
27"Consider how the lilies grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you, not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 28If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today, and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, how much more will he clothe you, O you of little faith! 29And do not set your heart on what you will eat or drink; do not worry about it. 30For the pagan world runs after all such things, and your Father knows that you need them. 31But seek his kingdom, and these things will be given to you as well.
32"Do not be afraid, little flock, for your Father has been pleased to give you the kingdom. 33Sell your possessions and give to the poor. Provide purses for yourselves that will not wear out, a treasure in heaven that will not be exhausted, where no thief comes near and no moth destroys. 34For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.
Is that awesome????
I do believe in Jesus...I do...I do...
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